Thursday, July 9, 2009

I Quit.

I resigned today.

I have been struggling with my job for months. Serious issues I've talked to HR about. Daily defeat. Coupled with the mind numbing news I got this week, the place has become Toxic to me.

Did I fight so hard out of one abusive relationship for another? Husband, Boss, Whatever. No matter that it has a Christian name. No matter that there are good people there, doing great work for the Kingdom. The small corner of that universe that I occupied was awful. In the end it doesn't matter who it is saying you're not good enough. I am.

So I'm released and it feels wonderful. I was blessed to form some amazing friendships, which will carry through. I have a unique opportunity to job search wile my children are with X. And I feel really good. I am choosing, deliberately choosing better, for myself. It's nice to know the more I do it, the easier it gets.

Peace Out,
Carolynn

5 comments:

Angela said...

Praying for this new endeavor the Lord has led you too...I'm excited for you also.He brings you to it, He will bring you through it!!

Annette said...

Good luck with your new adventure!!! That's a new way to look at your next job hunting venture!!

Lisa@verybusymomwith4 said...

praying you find bigger and better things on your new journey!

The Berni Family said...

I will be sending the headhunter (Jay) to work on Monday armed with questions for the HR folk...will keep you posted. Good luck!!!

Blessed said...

Sorry to hear you had to quit your job - but kudos to you for having the guts to do it! Good luck on your search for another job.